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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i've been having BAD dreams for the past 2 nights! and i meant BAD!!! argh! the common thing about both dreams are me, being dead. and each time i wake up, i'll go, "MUMMY!!! i'm DEAD!".. -.-" and she'll go,"??". oh well. they are weird but bad dreams.. how?! am i going to die? i haven't even get a scholarship! i haven't even got my driving lisence! i haven't even got married! nor have i got any kids!!! HOW?! *sobs*
anyway, the first night, my dream was about me, dying -.-", cause i was teaching a kid something, and she accidentally killed someone, and i got punished by DADDY. and i died. -.-"
the second night was that me and some weirdo class went on a field trip near a river. HUGE river. and there was flood. i lost all my pens and pencils and i cried [this is the funny part. =x]. then i went back to find. and got killed. but somehow, i found my group of friends. erms. does that mean they died too? hmms. =x
see! they are weird dreams!!! ='( sad ar!!!
woke up by a msg from sh. our phones are sot, and therefore we had some miscommunication. lols. then i couldn't sleep back.. or should i say, "i didn't dare to go back to bed, cause i was afraid to die again.".. anyway, i used the comp and watched tv. guess what! next time, my mother-in-law will be someone who cares alot about how people see her daughter-in-law.. and she cares alot about money.. hmms. let's see if it's true. lols.
met sh at 11.30. then took 45, and 69 to tp. then, went into tp. gosh. i feel so weird. =x and it's like so hard to believe i'm a poly student. -.-" i feel old!!! anyway, we walked around and sit and chat. then went to take bus 23 to tampines interchange.
walked around. then rush to catch "MEET THE ROBINSONS". i tell you, if only i know what lies in the future, i would have more confident in myself. but guess what, we just got to keep moving forward. lols. =) who cares about the past when all we need to care is about the future. so throw all the hatred, that's in you, away. and welcome the bright future. lols. =)
went to mac, and sit around. suddenly, saw fish and sotong. hahas. i just saw then sometime ago. lols. then we chat and joke. and we played a DUM DUM game. and yap. FISH HAS SCIENTIFICLY PROVEN THAT I AM 100% A DUM DUM. yap.. cause of the dum dum game. lols. damn funny. lols. then crystal, glenn and dar came along. then went home with them. DAR FORGOT TO BRING MY PRESENT!!! hmph. lols.
came home. and guess what, i've decided not to buy my laptop soon. maybe when there is the next IT fair? maybe i could get my fujitsu tablet for a cheaper price. lols. =x totally given up on NEC. cause it's not really suitable for me. hais. =( though it's light, nice, has some good specs. but.. hais..
last night, i was lying in bed. then i realised that i haven't been meeting up a lot of friends. though i promised to meet up.. but i failed to do so.. =( i feel so awful. people like weelin, jas c, clarissa, jun jun, serence, shu jing, veron, david, JOSH!, aloysius, xin yun and many others. but hey! just before i regret losing them. i've decided to cherish them. and yaps! friends like puay, jian yao, bud, feng yao, eve, angel, yun zhen, toh wee, jared and many more, you'll never be forgotten. =) and that goes to lh. WHERE IS MY TREAT? hahas. and same to dan, a friend who encourage me. =) HA! next time in the business industries, i've have many clients!! hahas. =x
oh well. i've decided not to regret any decisions i've made.
done blogging.
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Ms Loh Jia Ying Valerie
-meh``
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-16 going 17
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-BSG
-valerieloh_1990@hotmail.com
meh's law:
to love
1.family
2.studies
3.friends
4.health
5.enjoyment
so in love with
-her stuff toys
-FOOD!
-CHOCOLATES
-SWEETS
-seniors and juniors
-prefectorial board, school, teachers
-nature
-music
-blog
-books
-laughter
-smiles
-innocent children
condemn
-liars
-tears
-darkness
-sadness
-scoldings, naggings
-dentist =x
meh's dreams
-go venice
-go hawaii
-go paris
-go abroad to study
-new precious thoughts stuff toy
-sweet v day =)
-new heels!
-new slipper
-new jeans
-new sling bag
-try GODIVA chocolater
-master pool properly
-get into my favourite course
-do well in course
-"footprint for teens"- can be found in Lifebookshop
-scholarship
-driving liscence