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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

woke up like 7.30. then got myself prepared by 8 and left the house early. met hk at kembangan then met xl at bedok bus interchange. the queue for bus 69 is like SO long! it's so much longer than the queue of donut factory.. oh well, in the end, 3 of us went to take taxi to school.

went for lecture. and it's like so damn boring. >< the first lesson of econs is what i learnt in MI. but still, i forgotten some. =x xl's class is damn crappy. and one of his classmate is my primary schoolmate! wow! the world is so freaking small!!! ok ok. i meant singapore.

after lecture, went to meet crystal in AS canteen, while xl and hk went to collect notes. then they join us. guess who i saw today?? SASA!!! =) i miss her. ok ok. went to buy nacho. and the cheese is like so watery. =S omg! so i ended up eating just the nachos. talk for awhile, then went to send crystal to student lounge to her classmates.

after that we tried to find our way from SAA to the bus stop. on the way, i saw my beloved cai cai mummy!!! =) i miss her too. then went to take bus to tampines then took to orchard. at city hall, hk's classmate called her. told her that they got to attend APEL. but in the end, also no need. so yaps. we carried on with our plan. went to meet yk at orchard. wow. that guy's dressing sense improved! hahas.

went to lucky plaza to eat indonesian food. it's not bad. and their bundong with soda taste like SASI. hahas. =x not bad. and it's cheap! =) ok ok. went to far east to walk. i'm so in a shopping mood la. but decided not to buy anything. then we went separate ways.

me and hk went back to TM. we had large fries. and that lady finished like 5 packets of chilli!!! and i only finished one! 0.o see the diff?! hahas. ok ok. met crystal and sh. then went home.

gosh. i think my life sucks now. BIG TIME! ok. other than my stupid serious mood swing. hais.

i'm not used to poly life yet. i find it hard to mingle with friends. and i find it hard to be who i am with them. thus, i turn to my ex classmates. and then again, they already have their own friends. and i'll feel like so awkward. of course, i'm not expected to be clinging on to them the entire sem or WORSE! the entire year. but it seems like it. hais. stop telling me that, "you're friendly, sure can make friends." or "you're not like your sister. so you can make more friends.". ok. i don't see any logic. so it's not true! hais.

was talking to hk in the mrt today. about our lower sec life. gee. i realised that due to certain things, i've chose to forgo many friendships. and seriously, i'm regretting it now. i miss those days whereby we gossip through letters. and busy replying letters instead of listening to lessons. i remembered that i was sitting by the window, and i'll always look out. i'll be so FREAKING happy when i see someone. but yaps. all so long ago. hahs.

then again, how can that be compared to poly. everyone in poly are so different. lesser people will want to lame with you cause they'll think you're either childish or you are insane.

sad to say, when love doesn't exist anymore, loneliness, emptiness and hatred will start filling up the gaps. and that's what happening in my life. i hate it when i'm always undergoing a change. cause the more i change, the more i no longer know who i am. and i'll no longer know what life has become. and i'll start regretting when many things happen. damn it!

i know this period of time, life is gonna be tough. and i know that i'll probably not want to turn to any friends. but i know You're gonna be here with me. every minute, and every second You will be listening to whatever i'm going to say and grumble. and i know You are going to bring back on track and constantly shower me with those love and care. i love You. =) and it feels so good and great to know You.

done blogging.

-get off my nerves before i flare up!-

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