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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
last night, i couldn't really sleep. i was practically tossing and turning. then i looked up at the ceiling and remembered the game we used to play when we were young. and somehow, i think i'm always the odd one out. like, i'm the only one who wear spects, the only one who go to a lousy sec school(though to me mjr rocks~), and i'm like the only one who hate studying and reading book. but i hope this odd-one-out game will end right here. cause i don't want to be the only one who can't make it to uni. =)
woke up at 9 today, went online. then prepared to leave my house. i did talk to my maid about bible. and i think i understand more. but i think it's time to talk to my cousin instead. =) went to meet sh. then went to plaza sing to deposit money. and DAMN! i'm hell broke!!! DADDY!!! i need a student to tutor!!!
went to sp to meet yz. then she went to lecture. so me and sh started talking. and we were so bored that we talk about primary school days. pretty lame i realised. hahas. when we were young we were really childish. hahas. and yaps. i really miss my primary friends. and the fun we had. lols.
then waited for yz to come out. and went to meet tw bro. then went to kfc to eat. and we were lame-ing there. lols. it's like so freaking hot there can? >< but anyway, it started raining. so it's cooler. lol. i saw vincent! wow. hahas. anyway, left sp. and headed to the east.
yz alighted at city hall, cause she met xiang lin and others. you know how much i miss them?! =( lols. sent sh to tanah merah. then head off to TM with bro. went to life bookshop, then to precious thoughts and ended up in toys r us. and ya! i look like a girl with no childhood can?! ok la. my childhood was lame. but it was kinda fun. lols. =) then went mac. cause my KIND bro insist on treating me ice cream. so went mac. then started talking about cca and stuff. yaps. i miss OBBD~! the fun, the lame, the jokes, and the stupid games that till now, i can't play. -.-" but the bonding was there! =) went home.
sometimes it's pretty hard to let things go. but Daddy is just so great. He minimised the pain that i'm experiencing deep inside. =) how can i say i've 100% let it go? nope, i didn't. i can't help hating myself for being so foolish. for believing every single word he said. all the promises were all broken. and right now, i find it so hard to feel happy for him. oh well....
i changed the song. "Sometimes when we touch", is a song i learnt when i was only kindergarden. my maid taught me. and just few days ago, i recalled the tune and started singing it. =) my memory isn't bad afterall. =P
done blogging.
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to love
1.family
2.studies
3.friends
4.health
5.enjoyment
so in love with
-her stuff toys
-FOOD!
-CHOCOLATES
-SWEETS
-seniors and juniors
-prefectorial board, school, teachers
-nature
-music
-blog
-books
-laughter
-smiles
-innocent children
condemn
-liars
-tears
-darkness
-sadness
-scoldings, naggings
-dentist =x
meh's dreams
-go venice
-go hawaii
-go paris
-go abroad to study
-new precious thoughts stuff toy
-sweet v day =)
-new heels!
-new slipper
-new jeans
-new sling bag
-try GODIVA chocolater
-master pool properly
-get into my favourite course
-do well in course
-"footprint for teens"- can be found in Lifebookshop
-scholarship
-driving liscence