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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

got force to get up by mum cause the air con people are coming. hais. so i woke up. and waited for 9.30. got prepared for school. i was so lazy to take bus today, so i hired a cab. i was expecting to reach school like half an hour later. in the end i reached there like in 10 minutes. -.-"

i went to explore and looking for my classroom. in the end, i look and look. still can't find. plus i thought it's lab. -.-" so i concluded i was lost. and i went to meet my classmate at the mushroom. then we went to the class together. only then did i realised that my class is not lab, but container class. -.-" crap!

waited for my tutor to come. and she's late la. -argh- so we were crapping outside class. then when she came, she tried to open the door, tried like 5 times, and finally can open. hahas. ok ok. the lesson is like english lesson. so i find it boring. we did group work. valerie is in my group~! haha. she quite crappy. hahas. so she went up to present after all of us voted for her. and at the end of the presentation, she started debating with the teacher cause our teacher didn't agee with our answer. hahas. funny.

i took bus 8 with sanjana. then went to tm alone. bought like super many food stuff back home. had lunch at the swimming pool with my sis. then went to the reading room. i wanted to do accounting tutorial. but the lecturer is damn smart. in order to make us buy the textbook, she didn't type the questions on the tutorial. now i got to buy the damn textbook! argh! oh well. i ended up doing econs tutorial. hahas. i feel so guai. cause dominic sl didn't do tutorials. hahas. *feel like an angel* =)

had so much crap to talk with my sis. i really love the funny side of her. rather than the fierce and unapproachable sister. oh well. =) no matter what, i'll still love her. cause she is my one and only sister and that no one else will be there for me when my parents are no longer around. *CHOY* hahas.

gosh. my mood swing is getting bad to worse. >< damn. i feel so terrible. i feel like screaming. i feel like crying. and i feel like just ending this damn life of mine! yaps. all these emotions just take place at the same time. that i feel like tearing myself into pieces.

last night, i was telling my mum that i'm gonna prove many people wrong. and she told me that i shouldn't have too much pride and blah blah. probably you can look at that in her point of view. but yet to me, i feel that proving others wrong is a sort of motivation for me. for me to work like SUPER DUPER hard towards my goals and prove others wrong. instead of just dreaming that some day i'll prove others wrong. who says dream don't come true? maybe i used to think that. but now, i won't. =) i'm sure one day, i'll reach my goals. and by then, i'll do You proud. and i'll do my parents proud too. =) thank You for being there for me.

done blogging.

-i'm just a fugly little fbitch. =)-

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